Why is it so hard to take your own advice? Whenever my friends have problems, I can always find the perfect words and suggestions for them. I told them they can do it. They can do anything if they put their heart into it. They can get over this. They can surpass this. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. It will get better. But I myself don't believe in myself. I don't know if I can do it. I don't know if there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I don't know if I'm making the right decisions. I don't know if I'm wasting my life away. I don't know what to do. I don't know if I can be strong and brave enough for what's coming. I feel like I am a failure and useless but I know in reality, I am not a failure. I'm just another human being stuck in difficult times. I am just lost and don't know what to do or where to go. I know that it will get better but my fears and anxiety tells me I wont make it out alive. From the outside, people would think that I don't have any problems because I should know better. Psychology is my field. I'm always talking about how people should talk about their problems to others but here I am, talking to myself on a blog that no one would probably read.
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