Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Don't Judge


Don't judge me by my mistakes.
My mistakes do not define who I am.
 Don't judge me by my clothes.
My clothes does not define my beauty.
Don't judge me by my appearances.
My personalities shines more than you think.
Don't judge me by my grades.
My grades does not prove my intelligence.
Don't judge me by my mistakes.
I must have a reason for the things I do.
Don't judge me for what I believe in.
It gives me hope for the future.
Don't judge me by my choice of career.
What I want to do for a living makes me who I am.
Don't judge me based on my writing.
Writing is a form of freedom of speech.
Don't judge me by my failures.
My failures taught me life lessons.
Don't judge me for not being confident.
How can I not be, when society view me this way.

- Misa D.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Drifting in the Summer Sky


I hear the wind whispered your name
Why won't you love me, am I to blame?
I desperately followed your shadow through the walls
And I finally realized, you are my fall
I am standing here, holding these balloons
Letting you go, on this beautiful afternoon in June
I am not sad, but rather relieved
I've saved myself, from further grief
You're not the only fish in the sea
There are other men who would love me
You who gave me no attention do not deserve my affection
You can't see the beauty in me nor my perfection
Loving you was a huge mistake and a crime
Your love for me is worth less than a dime
Someone else will be kind, and treat me right
 I was blind, but now I see the light
On this summer day, where I let you go
I smiled, and you drift away, as the wind blows

-Misa D.-

Monday, March 11, 2013

Neverland


Childhood is a part of us...and it is a moment that we cannot live over again. We all wish to be young forever, like Peter Pan, who never wanted to grow up. Life is beautiful through the innocent eyes of a child. When we grow up, we will have a better understanding of realities and how tainted  the world can be. When we are young, the first world problem is not being able to eat more cookies from the jar...or how our siblings hogs the television all day! The best days is when we get to play outside in the sun and pretend the garden is our world. Now, when we are older, we think back to those carefree days. Homework is coloring pictures, and responsibilities is going to school and be a good kid. There was no money or bills to worry about. No worries about college and the increase of tuition. No worries of how we are going to live without our parents. No worries about future careers. The list goes on and on...we basically have less stress because we live under the wings of our parents. They protect us from the harms and try to keep us out of the tainted side of the world...the longer they keep us out, the better it is for us. 

I'm not saying that growing up is no fun, or is a bad thing, I'm saying that childhood is precious. We can never experience childhood again, except through photos and memories. I do acknowledge that not everyone had a good childhood life. I am sorry if yours was horrible. If I can turn back time, I would of want the best for you because I truly do believed that everyone deserve a great one. 



Saturday, March 9, 2013

On the Run


I'm sorry for all that I've done
Here I am on the run
You take my breath away
But not in a very good way
You loved me differently from all the other men
 Taking a little piece of me, every now and then
I hope you will forgive me
When I am with you, I cannot see
It's not that I didn't think this through
It will kill me slowly, to be marry to you
I'm sorry for all that I've done
Here I am on the run

-Misa D.

Friday, March 8, 2013

Borrowed Time, Precious Time

One-Shot Story


I was born in a world full of beauty, yet, my life has always been darkness.  I had a family. A mother, a father, a brother and a sister. It wasn't like I wasn't loved by anyone. Everyone loves me. Despite all of the love I received, I still felt alone and unsatisfied with my life. My siblings told me that the world isn't that great as I imagined. So does that mean I'm living in a world of my own fantasy?

The sounds of cars zooming by, the birds chirping loudly, the rhythm of classical musics, and most importantly, the tick tock from a clock. All of these noises fascinated me. The cars reminds me of the urbanize cities where people of all shapes and sizes walked on land. The birds reminds me of the feeling of freedom. Oh how great it must be to be able to soar high into the sky. The classical music's rhythm would put me into a deep slumber of heaven. The clock was the only thing that reminds me of the reason why I am still here today. Tick Tock.

One thing I learned in life was that life goes on whether I'm unhappy or happy. People from all over the world is still finding happiness, pursuing a career of their choice, getting an education, and having families while I'm sitting here, rotting my life away. I try not to be so negative but I find it impossible to see the light at the end of the tunnel. That wasn't until I met a stranger.

I was at a train station that day. It was snowing. I had to head home before the storm comes. A stranger, who was in a rush, bumped into me. "I'm sorry miss! Are you okay? Phew, the train have not left yet!" My face was blank, with no emotions, with no compassion, and with no concerns. He started speaking to me. "I don't have much time. I'm living in a borrowed time. If today is my last day on Earth, I want to leave something behind" He grabbed my hand. I was surprised and was caught off guard. He handed me an object. I didn't know what it was. It feels like glass. Kind of bumpy. A bracelet? Tick tock, tick tock, and then I heard it. It was a watch. Despite all of the disturbances in the background, I was able to depict the tick tocks. I asked him, "Out of all of these people, why did you gave it to me?" He replied, "Because I think this will help you manage your time. Time is precious miss, don't waste any minute of it sitting here on this bench." I don't know what happened but at that moment, I felt like this is what I've been looking for. Other might not understand why this watch meant so much to me. It's just a watch right? Yes, it is just a watch...but the hidden meaning behind it, and the tick tocks made me feel alive, more than ever.

From that day, I wore the watch every day. I realized even darkness can be beautiful. It never occur to me that light was so close. All I had to do was lived my life just like any other normal human beings out there. I might be born in darkness, but the world I lived in is beautiful. The sounds surrounding me means so much more than to an average person. The sounds is what makes me feel alive. The sound of a watch had saved me. 

To a person like me who cannot see the beauty in this world, can hear, smell, taste and feel the beauty of life. This kind stranger had given me so much more than "borrowed time".  I'm not the only one out there who felt that way and to this day, I still want to thank that man with all my heart. He taught me that I should appreciate my life, for what's given to me.


"The clock won't stop. Not for me. Not for you. When the final tick tocks 
and you are forever silenced, what will be most important is how loud that silence will be."