Sometime, they win, but you're better than that.

You see yourself as a kindhearted person who helps others because you love helping people.  However, have you ever look at yourself in the mirror and wonder if an evil side of you will pops up one day?  What if one day, you break down in tears because the people you love took advantage of your kindness...what will you do?  Will you seek for revenge or continue to slowly bottle up the pain inside of your fragile heart.  Your body is a fragile object, just like a mirror, that needs special handling.  Once it breaks, it can never be the same. Even glue cannot piece the broken parts together.  This is when you loose hope and become some one who you swear you'll never become. Ghost exist. Monster exist.  They live within you and maybe one day, they will appear...and they will win...simply because you are a human.  Humans are designed to feel many different emotions.  Emotions plays a special role in our species...because it represents who we are...it reflects our life...and once that emotion gets out of control...only you can stop it.  Only you can fight the monster inside of you.  You have to remember that you are worth it and that you deserve so much more than how other people treat you.  Forget about the past..forget about them. The ones who hurt you can no longer stab you anymore because you are "titanium".